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Another mini escape from everything knotty and poignant, it was brief but next to perfect.

I wish it had lasted a little longer than planned.

I could do with a shutdown. 

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Had a brief escape recently with the folks, epigrammatic but pleasant. I wish the company were different though, in the best ways. Drove me crazy how much I could actually miss someone.


I was mindlessly poking around my big black box the other night, looking for nothing in particular; when I stumbled upon boxes of sparkles tugged neatly at the bottom, below heaps of fabrics and whatnots.

I smiled to myself. I knew I just had to.

I adore sparkles. The way they dazzle brightly against the night heavens, gleaming marvelously and gallantly. Nothing seems, in that moment in time, to be more stunning and mesmerizing than that. It feels like I am holding a beautiful spark of hope and faith.

That was one of those times where I just felt like driving out to destination nowhere, in the heart of a still morning, have some asinine and harebrained antics, where no one can pilfer your buoyant rapture.

Where you can be.. You.

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I wasn’t always so guarded. I used to let my feelings show & trust people more. But once you get hurt, something inside you snaps. You change yourself based on the times you’ve gotten hurt & you’re never the same. No one ever stays innocent. No. One.


I have my days too, where everything is next to flawless –

Excellent hair-days. 

Thirst for adventure.

Immense appetite.

Just a bopping other me. 

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It had been a week overflowing with undue folks drama & frivolous hours with friends. Amidst all, I decided a need for an uplifting local ‘get-away’ with an economical fee attached.

Of course. It had to be the Zoo, no?

The preceding time I was there, I was mere 5. Numerous fond & affectionate memories with my folks, I had.

From Dad trying to seize me from scampering & falling to my death, to my relentless and unyielding demands for ice-cream. From Mom struggling to lift me up on her arms to catch a better glimpse of everything, to her persuading desperately that I should take just one mouthful of water, in exchange for bonbons.

This time, it was just a young lady finding a cheap thrill.

Mostly, I wish there were more significance to my goings-on. But now, I’m just going forward, simply cause moving backwards IS impracticable & impossible.

Isn’t it? 

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I have finally decided to begin penning down my haphazard/accidental thoughts, feelings and itsy bitsy fragments of my humdrum days.

You can too say that I needed a personal space to rant and have a tirade really.

It’s 22/02/12, a pretty fine date to start off my logs. 

So, hi.

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